This is an excerpt from a story first published in Gray’s Sporting Journal and will soon be anthologized again in a collection of Upper Peninsula fishing stories (though it’s a love story). If you want to read it and a lot of other stories you can purchase Seasonal Roads on Amazon–published by Wayne State University, my novel in stories. This will be a duplicate post today in Substack:
Published in Gray’s Sporting Journal
The Love-Charr
She doesn’t know, even now, if she believes in Big Fish.
Just when they were sure to land it, it’d jumped six feet in the air, scissored an enormous air-borne convulsion ripping the heart from her, and vanished into the tea-colored river.
Some fantastic pooka of the sea.
An omble de fontaine, a glaciated, monster coaster, a speckled ad fluvial sea trout. Like Daniel Webster’s Devil Fish, it was a hump-backed Love-Charr of mythic proportions.
“Dreams and fishes are no more than wishes,” Sam had said.
“Hey, I’m no fisherman,” Aissa had answered back.
Maybe they’d dreamed it, after all. Big Fish had slipped through their fingers leaving emptiness, but also a pounding anticipation in the knowledge that it existed in these waters at all. It had loomed large, like their passion for each other.
I love words so I write them. I’ve been doing that since I was old enough to read. I am a published literary writer and I was an adjunct English professor at Northern Michigan University for many years. I write and live and love off the grid on 35 acres and a trout stream in Michigan’s Upper Peninsula with my son, Joshua, who has Down Syndrome, and with an English Shepherd dog named Maggie, and with my husband when he can make it here which isn’t often. This blog started out being about my work, and it will continue to be. ( I’m working on a novel about premonitions and dreams.) But this blog is also about living off the grid and about my experimentation with diet—most recently the Carnivore Diet. I started on the Ketogenic diet, but have moved into Carnivore. How long, I don’t know. But I’ve become interest in the effects of diet on not just my health, but on creativity. And I’m interested in the effects of the diet on my dreams.
Ah, dreams... The day before my son was born, my mother “dreamed” or was told my son would have Down Syndrome, something she told my brother ahead of time. I’ve never known what to make of that. So I’m interested in prophetic dreams, lucid dreaming, creativity and dreams, night terrors. Who isn't interested in that? I’m interested in Freud (more Jung) and Einstein’s theories of time and how their ideas inform my dreams. I’m interested in mining a deeper relationship with a dream world not confined to daytime experiences, and how the night might inform a more fully imagined daytime “reality.” And vice-versa. Which is the dream?? I’m exploring dreams of all sorts. Come explore with me…
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